one day at a time: its meaning
so it's a nice sunny day in socal and i decided while i'm sitting outside that i want to make a blog where i can just write any thoughts i have for the day and maybe something inspirational that can wow someone or something completely random which would catch someones attention and think i'm completely crazy which i'm not at least i don't think i'm that crazy compared to the friends i have. so as my first entry on this blog i just wanted to explain the title because it does have some meaning behind it. yes this may be a random blog but i did want to title it with something that has meaning to me. One day at a time actually holds a lot of meaning in the title. one day at a time to me means that i need to not stress of the future but take it one step at a time too take each day for what it holds. each day can hold something amazing so i need to appreciate the day before it disappears because at times i am in such a hurry to move onto m own life which is kind of impossible at the moment. you see.. im only 18 but yet i want to move out get my own house and get married, but i cannot do these things because 1: i'm broke 2: i need to finish college before i get married and 3:theres no need to rush because im still so young and have my life ahead of me. though i know these things and my priorities at times i get flustered and want to have things my way now. i want to get married to my boyfriend of 2 years i want to live in my own house and start my future but time and time again i need to remind myself to take it one day at a time. one day at a time is also mine and my boyfriend's motto in a way because during a conversation we were having one evening he was explaining to me of how he had wanted to propose to me on my prom night in may of 2013 but after a conversation with his mom telling him there was a lot going on in my life at that point (prom, graduation, college prep)that it was not the best idea at the time. i'm kind of glad she talked him out of it  not because i don't love him  and don't want to spend my life him because believe me i do but only because were not ready financially. yes we want to see each other every day and be the last ones we see at night before we close our eyes to sleep, but we cant so at the moment were learning to take life one day at a time. taking life one day at a time means to have patience and wait for the day that i am able to start my future so for now i look forward to the future knowing that one day i will be able to spend it with him and in the moment before i commit myself to complete adulthood taking life one day at a time gives me time to work on myself as an individual and learning to put my trust in God's divine plan for my future so that i may grow spiritually and be the best possible  person i can be. take life one day at a time and enjoy every moment you are given because the best of moments turn into the best of memories.